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1/25/2009
noone but me from URL @ 12:12 PM Back into the world i know, bumped into abby yesterday & we went for lunch :) it was really nice to catch up with her, talking about nonsense, the past, the present, the future and well yeah, life. I feel really proud of her cos she knows exactly what she wants and she's going all out for it. :) YOU GO GIRL! HAHA. & at the same time it kinda made me wonder what i wanted and i feel quite afraid to admit that i still don't know. Knowing will make me give it a 101%, but welll, im still gna give the bigfatAs my 100% all the same. [Hello all! As a sequel to the 6pointerclub, the 4As club is now open and running. Members include Muu Abby & I. Free registration! hahaha]  Well yeah, yesterday was a nice day cos i saw so many people! First suzy as usual, haha. The first face i see 5days a week :) & then abby :) & then syimah :) & zarifah :) & adlin :) & ain and friends. But i got a major headache which made me feel all hehhh, so yeah. - Thought for today, "Its easy to let go of someone when you've found someone new". I think i've seen it happen one too many times before and lucky you if you're the one who's been found. Bet you felt on top of the world; but im just wondering, doesn't the fact that you were chosen at the expense of someone else, make you worry about another someone else being chosen at your expense in the future? You could term that as being insecure, but you can't deny that it's a practical thought. Right? Viscious cycle maybe, hmmm. & Im not even talking about relationships here, even people you call 'friends'. Use, abuse, and next refuse. I have my regrets that i've realised a little too late and a thousand 'sorry's or 'i miss you's will never make up for lost time. Don't make that mistake okay? It hurts both when you've been ditched and once you realise what a cruel bitch you were. - People seem to be stressed with CCAs and all and haha, okay you can slap me, but i feel a teeeeeny bit jealous cos my CCA lets me be so freeeeeeeee. To a certain extent i wish i had continued soccer/rclimbing cos NCC now is, uhm, stagnant. Sucks that it clashes with school, sigh. But howellz, im addicted. Anw syimah rmbr, one more camp tog k! - I used to check that blog the first everytime i came online, just to see if there were updates cos if there was sth, i'd get excited. Now i absolutely hate going there cos it makes me feel so damn bloody pissed off. It makes me go wtf, A LOT, & im not one who uses the f word frequently at all. & after all the madness, it really just makes me feel sad to see it all going down the way it is. :/ Yeah, no comment. Oh just that you make even a dog look bad. - I finally managed to upload the pictures from my old nokia hp! Hahaha i was feeling quite rotten in the morning, but that made me all eggcitedddd! :D I miss my long hair! Okay well, this has been a pretty long post. I think i'll probably update again cos i have quite a lot of time on my hands and quite a lot of things on my mind. :) Adious Samigos. i knew you for a minute, but now im not so sure.
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Hello, I'm sarahJ 290491 ex-cedarian, victorian NCC- delta 07, cadet officer |
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